fadhli16

Its been since i dunno when, i last blogged in LJ
cus i think im gg t move to my blogger account already :)

Well bare wif me, i think i will try t sum up what i have been up to lately,

Ok 7 more days to my ARMY!
YES! which means im gg t be BOTAK!
fcukkk :/

Things are gg great for past 2 days i guess?
But for the downside part, i dun wish t elaborate
cus it will just make me effing pissed! K thx!

So i new couple of peeps lately,
they are really nice and all have 1 thing in COMMON!
Alcohol= Booze= Club= Nightlife!
YES!
ALL ARE CLUBBERS :)

Sadly i cant club often since NS is coming
but booked out nights i'll still club cus nvm haha
a few reasons la :)
Cant wait though i'll be bald!  LMAO!!!

Been out lately, SOCCER match, training for me.
Movies and meet ups/ catch ups~
and lastly soccer matches on tvee @ 2.45am

An advise for u peeps out thr!
DONT FLICK UR CIGG BCUS FROM EFFECT OF 1st APRIL,
ITS NOW $300~
YEA FUCK MAN!!!

Aigght, i think i shall stop here
and i think
i will moved to blogger for good :)
No more postings but will still be commenting u peeps!

Love & Peace ,
Fadhli
xoxo
toodles^^

C:

Awesomeeee Weekend i got!

Sat: SHOP SHOP SHOP at M'sia!
Sun: Soccer! :D & damn lucky devils won last min! Thought it was a draw!!!
Monday: Dinner & Drinkin wif Zhan and Cheryl (sorry i dunno how t spell ur name)

Am still a tiny winy tipsy but arent drunk :D
Great night wif u guys and oh my what a small world C,
We met again AND its through Zhan,
cus e last time i saw her was last month doing her flower/jap tattoo.
Oh and i blog about it in my blogspot :D
Hmm.. What A Small World!

Hmm today, TOWN & SHOP AGAIN!!! ^^










P.S: fucktub! *insidejoke*

Well, initially i didnt slp early last night,
as usual stay up late!
slept at 9am or so~

Hmm, to that someone,
pls cheer up aigght,
no point crying and being sad about it
cus you said u will do things without regret
so yea, go get some sleep! C:
♥

Am happy Kelly, is back after a mth at the States
and leaving me here all alone in SG!
Yeap clubbing tgt is e SEX!
and u are as sweet still la
love u too girl!



P.S: Monster is still being a BITCH!

Yst night was hilarious shit!
Love it hahaha
Oh and V, pls Cheer up!
i know u smile when u read wat i wrote for u :)
No probs,
its meant for u anyway!
xoxo

Oh well just got home from soccer,
dead tired
and i got a movie to catch ltr,
dinner,
shopping,etc etc..

Damn im gonna be so effing shagged tonight!

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
Nandareun sarameun silheo nigaanimyeon silheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Nan silheunde wae nar mir eonaeryeogohani jakku naemareun deutji anhgo
Wae ireohge dareun namjaege narbonaeryeo hani eotteohge ireoni

Nar wihae geureoh dan geumar
Neonbujok hadaneun geumar
Ijen geuman haeneon nareur aljanha wae won hajido anhneun georgang yohae

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
Nandareun sarameun silheo niga animyeon silheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
Nandareun sarameun silheo niga animyeon silheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Nan joheun de nan haengbok hande neoman isseu myeondwae deo baral geeopt neunde
Nugur mannaseo haengbok haran geoya nan neor tteonaseo haengbok harsueopseo

Nar wihae geureoh dan geumar
Neonbujok hadaneun geumar
Mari andoeneun mari ran georwae molla niga eopsi eotteohge haengbokhae

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
Nandareun sarameun silheo niga animyeon silheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
Nandareun sarameun silheo niga animyeon silheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody





P.S: Everythingisgoingfinesofarandimlovingit!!!

Yes just ONLY ONE NIGHT AND ALOT OF THINGS HAPPEN!
fcukfcukfcuk!

and to you! FUCK YOU!

Wide awake! Its 9am now :)

Hope my bestie got selected for the Top 10!
Ok been eating, smoking, on the phone & texting frm yst morning till today morning wow!

Note to Kat: its freaking 9am already! go slp hahaha NOCTURNAL IS US! C:

I miss the way life used to be
I miss the YOU, I used to see
I miss those times I had you there
It felt so nice that you really cared
Don't know why I'm feeling this way
Thinking about you, Everyday.

I blame myself for hurting you
I blame myself for all I do
It's all my fault, this is what I get
But I just can't give up yet.

I finally realize what I had
I'm so sorry
Don't be mad
I can't be perfect
I don't even try

But when your gone, I can't get by.
Your in my head.
Your all I think,
I'm missing you.

I'm on the brink
I can't remember
Before you came
Without you
It's just not the same

So much to give
But no one there
So much love
But with no one to share
I have these feelings
They feel so true
I can't say it any other way
I'm missing you... i really do :(




P.S: Day 3... :(

I'm not sure where to start,
I don't know how to begin,
I guess I'll start with i miss you,
Cause that's what I'm feeling within,

I miss you like a cloud with no sun in the sky,
It has nothing to look up to and so it cries,
Crying raindrops fall onto the ground,
To just fade to nothing, nowhere to be found,

I miss you like a tree with no leave,
Nothing to move and drift in the breeze,
Leave scattered and sodden,
Walked upon, a broke soul down trodden,

I miss you like a mouth with no tongue,
It cannot speak, all these words left unsung,
They just hang in the moment, caught up in the mind,
Words left unspoken and all left behind,

I miss you like friends all alone,
Each missing each other, calling them on the phone,
It's like no ones answering your endless calls,
Pleas echoing along deserted halls,

I miss you like a lover torn away,
From the one she cares for and thinks of each day,
When she reaches for his hand, and when she reaches for his kiss,
And theres nothing there, only memories of this,

I miss you as a lover,
I miss you as a friend,
I miss your words,
Of how we wouldn't end,

I miss you as a tree,
And i miss you as a cloud,
I miss you with every tears i cry,
Each tear shows I'm not proud,

I miss you as i fall apart,
And i reach out for you touch,
And then i remember you're not there,
God i miss you babe, so much!

i really do now! :(




P.S: come home!

I try not to think about you, but
I miss you today
So many memories
So many communications
Who said
even a grain of sand
I treasured it
even sunrise and sunset
I could not forget them
these lively faces
how could I remove them from
my memories
I try not to think about your voice
I will miss talking to you
I try not to think about your smile
I will miss seeing you
I try not to think about our communications, but
I read your farewell msgs again
I read the sadness again
I miss your thoughtfulness
I miss our perfect partnership
I can only assume that
at this moment
you miss me too, although
somewhere else, you are silent...





P.S: i really miss you!
oh, and FYI peeps, Liverpool 5-0 Aston Villa!

Another sun sets
Another night falls
If only I could see you
I'd give my all
I reach out for you
But you're not there
For me to run my fingers
Through your soft brown hair
I can't wrap my arms around you
To squeeze you tight
But I can dream of your kiss
And wish you a good night!




P.S: ireallymissyou! ♥

Went hospital yst cus cuzzie bike accident.
His gg for his 2nd Op. today :/
Hope everything goes well!

Today woke up 4pm cus i slp close to 7am
tired...
dreadful...
bored...

Tmr, soccer in the morning, den meeting BESTIE at night!
Cant effing wait! :D




P.S: i miss you too la Kitty! :)

Haven touch LJ for days! LOL

Friday nights are spend on SKYPE!
We are just plain Bored! LOL
yea unglam! =x



Ok, Saturday, IT Fair! It was err crazy mother effing packed/cramped and full of INDIANS! fcukkkk but
was HAPPY to see my Beautiful fren! XINHUI THIA! loveya long time girl! :D
FInally hor! hehe and Yea im taller den u even though im short :p
SHOP SHOP SHOP= Satisfied :D

Man Utd LOST finally! 4-1 and Arsenal won wif a comfortable win 4-0! :)

Ok and den Sunday had soccer at 8am! Ton on sat night.
Won the match 2-1! and i injured myself but will be ok for nxt sunday training i hope! :/

Lazy monday, sis called me and she was crying badly but be strong la!
What goes around, comes around ma AND YES I DO FORGIVE YOU! :)

ok fuck! shall end here! 5am now! nights peeps!
Love u guys!
♥




P.S: u tempt me wif ur GREENTEA tonight! C:

My Arsenal won on penalties 7-6!
and Kat Man Utd won! 2-0

Kat, stop being bad to me, hahaha
dont curse my Arsenal la, u so baddddd
See See! They WON ok!
ANYHOW SAY MY ARSENAL WILL LOSE!
ok enough! hahahah

WE BOTH STILL WIN C:  *kat, fav. symbol*

Chelsea & Liverpool made it to the Quarter Finals! :D
Finally im right! hahaha
Told you so! hehe






P.S: Kat, you are wrong and i am right :p

still sick but recovering real soon!
still gonna watch soccer later at 3.45am
probably i'll slp like at 6.30am =.=!

Just ended my loooong call wif a fren :)
Chatted and chatted and i cant believe i sang a few cheena songs for her just cus she wants to hear it! grr~
i'll wake u up ltr at 6am since im not asleep yet aigght!






P.S: imissyou

If you ever want something badly, let it go. If it comes back to you, then it's yours forever. If it doesn't, then it was never yours to begin with.

Anyway im relieved.. paid my fine finally and one less things to worry now :D
i hope its an upset for Man U against Newcastle! hahaha
Finally Arsenal won after so looooong!
and i cant wait for my match next Sunday! Must win! :D

Hmm i wonder if it ever cross ur mind?
Maybe i think too much but i guess i'll take it slow.. real slow..
i think i miss you? i think i do?
Oh well im pretty sure she wont knw hu is the she im taking about now :p
toodles^^





P.S: istillwonder :)